Tag Archives: University of Wisconsin

Phrases, praises, architect of change and… what’s this outfit I’m wearing?

Would’ve, could’ve, should’ve… you know those “if only I would have’s”…  These little phrases serve no purpose other than to torment us, add to the noise.  Not to say that they are forbidden to be said or thought or asked, … Continue reading

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Don’t forget – BLAME – it’s noisy too!

Image from Google Images 5-7-2013 Oh, looking for that someone or something to blame… anything to direct your anger, to point a finger, to say, “It’s all your fault”! I was once hardened by putting the blame, and the work … Continue reading

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What do I mean by “noise” – the “noise of disablity”?

  Have you ever quietly sat listening to the sounds of birds singing, of children playing, of music that touches your heart?  Have you strolled through a garden or prairie to marvel at nature’s colors, shapes and smells?  Have you … Continue reading

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Bite of a label….

          The next couple of years were spent cleansing my life and moving thoughts to their prospective right places, either gently aside or thrown out all together.  I continued my advocacy rampage and stayed in contact with others who had … Continue reading

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No more sacrifices – a “partner” disappears…

My reflections continued as I gazed over my life experiences.  I discovered that I had consistently left behind my very own self in order to keep someone else happy by trying to fix all their problems, which I was certain … Continue reading

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An Awakening

I reached a place where reflection, embraced by close attention, opened my eyes, and heart to understanding my life where it was.  I truly had an awakening that shook into me a sudden realization of who I really am and … Continue reading

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Ah… Acceptance…

I often think.  Those three words and what followed changed everything for me…  I read what I had written every day for weeks and weeks.  Each time I absorbed the meaning of what I read deeper and deeper until I … Continue reading

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Divine Intervention…

One morning while sitting at my kitchen table wallowing in self-pity, my hand picked up a pen and began to write…. I often think “why did this happen to me?  Why have I been put in this condition?  What did … Continue reading

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Coping, discovering, finding a way…

       Although the things I’ve described so far seem dark and unforgiving, somehow I was able to cope with what happened.  I did indeed wander aimlessly through the confines of uncertainty and grief yet I still ponder what it was … Continue reading

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Now what…

            Where did I go?  Did I go anywhere?  Where did my understanding go?  Where do I start to fill up the nothing?   What now?  Where were all these questions coming from but most frightening, how and where do I … Continue reading

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